The Mysteries Of Life

Saturday, October 17, 2009

10/17/2009 01:07:00 AM

Lots of things have happened, on blog, on facebook... I have learnt a lot and i just want to say this, in case you can't see my note on facebook, here it is.

~Well, lots of things have happened lately. And because of that, i'm going to write a note to all those who are involved somehow. I know it's a bit late, for i have not been in facebook for a few days... And looking at stella's note just reminded me that maybe, i should too, apologize and say thank you.

Thinking back at the first part of the year, i think i may have been really irritating and all. I have to say so sorry. I didn't mean to. I guess it's just the new school environment and all is getting to me. And i have to say, like stella, thank you for waking me up. I guess i've been so blind and all, and prob... um... childish? Haha. I'm woken up and i guess i've grown up too. Nobody's perfect and we all make mistakes. Silly and stupid ones. i make silly horrible stupid ones too. Truth hurts, ya i know. Words kept too long in your heart can stifle you, so i hope after you said it out, you feel better and i, will look and think, and change.

So much have happened this year, and i'm just going to say, sorry if i have hurt you, and thank you for waking me up. I'll try my best to treat you with a fair judgement from now on. Thank you to those who also gave me support when i needed and helped me somehow. Thank you. ~

Dont speak
I cant believe, this is here happening
Our situation isnt right
Get real, who you playing with
I never thought youd be like this
You were supposed to be there by my side

When you say that you want me
I just dont believe it
Youre always ready to give up and never turn around

But what if I need you baby
Would you even try to save me
Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true
What if I said I loved you
Would you be the one to run to
Or would you watch me walk away without a fight

Im so sick of worrying that youre gonna quit over anything
I can trip and you let go like that
And everything that we ever were
It seems to fade, but not the hurt
Cause you dont know the good things from the bad

When I say that I want you
You know that I mean it
And in my hour of weakness
Theres still time to try

But what if I need you baby
Would you even try to save me
Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true
What if I said I loved you
Would you be the one to run to
Or would you watch me walk away without a fight

Everytime I speak you try and stop me
Cause every little thing I say is wrong
You say youre noticing, but youll never see
This is who I really am but you cant relate
Makes me wanna know right now if its me youll live with out
Or would you change your mind?

What if I need you

But what if I need you baby
Would you even try to save me
Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true
What if I said I loved you
Would you be the one to run to
Or would you watch me walk away without a

Oh baby what if I need you

Yeah, yeah

What if I need
what if I need you

Oh what if I need you

If I need you, you you

This i guess, will be my last and final post on this blog. I have learnt to let go and move on. What's done cannot be undone. Looking back at my posts, i've been childish and insensitive. Thus, i'm so sry but i'm now closing down this blog. Thank you all for the support and thank you all for visiting my blog. Thank you and i'll love you all always!

Forever and always,
Winter aka Xmx

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