The Mysteries Of Life

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

9/08/2009 06:39:00 PM

These few days are really frustrating and tiring. Feeling so lost and so tired. Having to cope with so many stuff... 3rd lang, exams, EYAs... N ccas... So tired...

Tried changing so many blogskins, just don't like the feel of it. Want to make one of my own, no feeling either. Sighs... Emoish. Thinking, too much...

Everyday, watchin as time passes by, worrying for everything. No life. That's what i thought. Is repeating everything you do considered? I wonder... Playing music, listening to music, making music. Maybe music's the best after all. At least it soothes my aching head.

Ah~ So tired, stressed. Well, guess i should feel fortunate. After all, fish's still stuck at home, pissed with no comp? I dunno. Sometimes, i dont even know who i am, what i want. Study, for studying, but then again, sometimes, i feel happy just studying. It's seems so pure, so different from what it is outside the books.

-really emo...-

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Someone once asked me, are you happy? I was speechless. Am i happy? I seriously don't know. Maybe once in a while, but joyful. Not really. How can you be when everywhere you go, there's always the stress? Maybe it's not so strong now, but l8tr, when you start working, it'll be heavier. More responsibilities, deeper into the society.

Arrgh~ My thoughts are really jumbled up. Thinking TOO much. How i wish i can be simpler, back to when i was young, all the happy days without headaches, troubles... But it's hard to go back isn't it? That's growing up.

Wrote a compo about it. Felt so much better. :) Maybe words are really the expressions of feelings afterall.

Well, better go back to my routine. Tmr still have chess competitions. N badminton on Sat. :) One of the things i lk forward to is badminton. It's relaxing and i will not let anything dampen it.

Oh well. Realy gtg.

Myb shouldt put so much feelings for shows. Like people said. It's no good. Like taking out all your secrets for all to see? I dunno.

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